As with the universe, there is not a beginning point to
In January 2001,
Today
Lynette - Teacher
Susan –
Teacher/Student of Life and Energy Healer
I realize status quo equals spiritual death and the
challenges in my life were opportunities for me to dance the dance of
life. Here is my story: I remember the moment when my soul yearned for
freedom. I was driving home from work, right after graduating from
C.S.U.N. with a B.A. in Accounting in 1993, close to tears, hitting the steering
wheel of my car thinking, “When was I going to finally have the strength to be
who I was?” All my life I felt like I was jumping through these hoops to
show everyone how okay I was, but I never felt this validation from
myself. Little did I know that this was my soul crying out to wake me up
from this world of illusion. This pivotal moment in my life got the ball
rolling and it hit a climatic point during the 1994 Northridge
earthquake. All my demons came busting loose and I didn’t know what hit me.
Dealing with the pain of self- hatred and loathing, I fell into a
depression. Thoughts of suicide played into my mind but then divine
intervention came and a voice in my mind said to not give up. I endured,
not really understanding at the time what I was feeling, just blaming others
for the pain. Work sustained me and therapy was no help.
Looking for a healing balm, I began going to the Yoga
Kingdom Sanctuary in 2001, 5 months after having my first child, Katelyn.
It cleared all the energetic cobwebs and I began a regular practice. A
few months later, I began the Teacher Training Program at the Yoga Kingdom
Sanctuary and was certified in June 2002. I began teaching from June 2002
to June 2005, creating a “Heart Opener” Hatha yoga class and teaching prenatal
yoga while pregnant with my second child. In 2003, I had reached my one
year yoga anniversary and I felt that I needed to learn another healing
modality. I ventured into Reiki Tummo, which is hands-on-healing
(channeling energy through the crown chakra as well as using my kundalini
energy) and decided to pursue it for personal healing. I was certified in
Level I and II and 3a (Master) in March 2003 and December 2003 by the
Padmacahaya Foundation. It was at these workshops that I realized my gift
for energy work and so I began incorporating reiki into my yoga classes as well
as aromatherapy and music therapy. It was through my prenatal yoga
classes that I realized my gift for healing with my voice as well.
Looking to expand and develop my energy work, I began to experiment with
kundalini yoga in 2005 and began offering a Hatha and Kundalini class together
to work on the physical as well as the energetic bodies. In the later
half of 2004, I started attending the meditation classes offered at the Yoga
Kingdom Sanctuary and have to the present kept up my own as well as joining The
Yoga Living Center for group meditations. I then took a workshop in
September 2005 with John Beaulieu on using tuning forks, which is sound healing
to balance a person’s energy centers.
To further my personal spiritual growth, in November
2004, I became a Self-Realization Fellowship Kriya initiate. The cycle
became complete when I was initiated by Ammachi in 2006. She then led me to the
Vedic Healing Institute to become a Vedic Practitioner and learn Sanskrit
Mantras with Professor Sasi Velupillai and Reiki Master Alexandra Juliani in
2006.
Through Ammachi, I realize that self-love was what
needed to be healed within myself and she represents for me the divine mother
in myself that wants to forgive and love myself unconditionally. This has
been a very painful process and has not fully been healed but I am a work in
progress. Currently, my journey has taken me to the feminine power of
self-forgiveness, compassion, patience and acceptance which is the reason for
this biography--to support and empower men and women to their feminine selves,
so that both aspect of the self can be in balance. Once the internal
balance is reached, we can teach and affect others through example and bring
peace and harmony to humanity.
Om namah shivaya